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Dream # 26 [30 Nov 2004|11:49am]
I had a dream that I was sitting in my room and this boy named Felix called me. He says hi and so did I then he tells me that I want to kiss him and he says he wants to kiss me too so I hung up on him. I called Vanessa cause Felix is the guy she has a crush on and told her and I asked her "Since when does Felix like me?" She got mad and I hung up. Then my brother walks into my room and tells me he wants me and he is Jose. I was like no your not Jose. Jose doesn't look like you. He said he made up Jose so that he could be in a relationship with me. Then he grabbed me and kept trying to kiss me. My mother threw him off me and she was like leave her alone! Leave her alone she said. Then I said I call the cops and he said that he would say that mommy kicked him out. He was making something in the living room... a weapon it seemed like he was going to hurt us. My mother and I were crying on the bed ... scared for our life and then my bedroom had no door. Just a giant hole where the door should be. He says I want you Kristine. I want you! He then came in my room and jumped on the bed. As he was in mid air everything froze and you went into my eye and you seem me having a flashback of my own father raping me the same way my brother is planning too. Then my mother says "Don't make her cum James." James is my father's name not my brothers. My brothers name is Adam. So you basically realize my twin brother is going to rape me then kill me and my mother and you realize I was raped by my father as a child. In the dream right before I woke up the phone was in my hand. When I woke up my hand was by my head just like I was holding the phone...
1 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 25 [30 Nov 2004|11:48am]
My friend had a dream that I got really skinny and when she saw me she didn't realize it was me.
1 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 24 [20 Nov 2004|04:43am]
I had a dream that I was in this old bowling that my mother used to bowl in when I was really little. I grew up in this place because my mother was always bowling. Now the other day (in real life) my mother told me that they are closing down that bowling alley. So in my dream my best friend Vanessa, my other good friend Kristin and I walk into this bowling alley. I noticed they re-opened the food court that had been closed for some time and there are SO many people there. We all go up to the register and are about to order and a manager goes we are having a special today. There is a contest. And I ask what kind of contest? She says we ask each of you a question <three question: one for each of us) and you answer and we all went okay. First thing she asked was "What nationality are you?" I answered "Puerto Rican, Italian. French, Cuban, and Dominican" so I won that question. Next she asked a question that I couldn't hear. Then I had to give something to a person working there. So I gave this necklace I had to this cute boy. They were shocked I gave it to him because it was real good and had Japanese letters. I didn't know what it meant till I got a good look at it. It meant "I love you forever." and he loved it so I won and I could order anything I wanted for as much as I wanted weird? Then he kept looking like he wanted to come and tell me something... something important. Then Kristin & Vanessa dissapear just as I am bout to go to the table with all my food. Then it quiet and everyone is gone and I am all alone. What could this mean?
1 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 21 [10 Jan 2004|10:44pm]
Has a dream that my partner was testing me by telling this guy I used to like to try to hit on me and I passed but I was pissed that my partner didn't trust me... What does that mean?
It Always Raining.

Dream # 20 [10 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Had another weird dream... I was walking by my school and the wall was really high. higher than normal and I see this girl running ... and I hear this person yell "RUN!" and all of a second I see the girl chasing her is my friend Emily and her best friend is chasing her. I yelled to Emily and she was kicking this girl's ass. I said why are you doing that? She was like "She stole my cat" and the girl was like "No I didn't and then you see her Emily's cat come from behind her... LOL... Then Emily attacked and I just watched.. that was it ... what does that mean?

3 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 19 [29 Dec 2003|07:46am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I had a dream that someone stole my boyfriend's sneakers that I love. I knew who took them and they wouldn't give them back and Nathan didn't care. What does that mean"?

It Always Raining.

Dream # 18 [24 Dec 2003|10:12am]
[ mood | blah ]

I had a dream that I was cheating on Nathan with a girl that he can’t stand. I was eating the girl out and the thing is I think she is dirty and I don’t like her neither. Now in the dream I was eating her out on my parents old bed in my old house that we don’t have anymore. I started and then I looked at her and said “Nathan” like OMG I shouldn’t have done this… then I woke up. WTF does that mean? LOL.

It Always Raining.

Dream # 17 [24 Dec 2003|10:02am]
[ mood | awake ]

I had a dream that I was going on a trip with my best friend and my boyfriend. Now I was mad because I was trying to talk to Nathan and he didn’t want to talk to me. He kept talking to Vanessa. So I left in a car then I thought OMG they are going in the car together so I jumped out. As I was walking back to the place, two young boys hit me with a snowball. I was so tight so I knocked on their house door to tell their parents but all of a sudden they were older. I was shocked. Then I walked back to where I had to go and no one was there… Nathan and Vanessa had left and I was all alone. Any idea what this means?

2 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 16 [18 Dec 2003|09:46am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Had another strange dream last night. I had a dream that I went to an amusement park with a bunch of people and I couldn't see any of their faces. Now a ride had just been added at this park. It was a ride for kids who wanted to be in the entertainment business. Now if you got on the ride and showed your talent, you might be chosen for a show or contest or something. I was tight because I wanted to go on it but I was too old. I snuck on it and got scared when they were taking pictures. I thought I had no talent so I didn't try it and got off. I couldn't find any of the people I was with so I went home. Now for some odd reason I couldn't go home so I called Vanessa and told her I was hungry. I had no money so she was going to treat me. We decided on Chinese because I wanted chicken with French fries and an egg roll. All of a sudden a car drives by with her mother in it. At first her mother didn't see us then she did so she made U turn. She spoke to Vanessa and she was pissed. In the dream for some odd reason I couldn't go home. So I looked at Vanessa and woke up. Any idea on what this could mean?

It Always Raining.

Dream # 15 [09 Dec 2003|08:51pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I had a dream that I was being forced to do sexual things to someone I knew... the strange thing is I knew them in the dream but I couldn't see there face. I was turned on by this person when they were doing it but I wanted them to stop because I didn't want it. It was wrong for this person to do cause he was forcing me to let him do this. I kept thinking this is wrong but it feels so good. He stopped and I left feeling used. Then he saw me again and did it again... I told him to stop but I wanted it. I said to myself I am cheating on Nathan* (person I am kind of with) but I liked it. I woke up feeling like I had really do this and I didn't let it :( What does it mean???

4 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 14 [07 Dec 2003|07:20pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I had a dream that I was on a cruise and it was scary. I mean the ship was different ... not like other ships. It stopped at what seemed to be a mansion in the middle of the ocean. It was beautiful and everybody was strange. I felt confused about why we ported there. I had to act a certain way and all the people I knew had changed. I was being watched by everyone. Then I was being chased... by animals. I got away and I had to hide. I got to the top of the mansion and I looked at the ocean and the ship and the sky and felt like this is where I was meant to be. I jumped off the top of the mansion and as I was about to die... I floated up and it was daytime. It was beautiful and I woke up... What does this mean?

It Always Raining.

Dream # 13 [07 Dec 2003|07:18pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I had a dream that I caught the person I am dating holding their ex's hand. I caught them and they were just holding hands but I was pissed and I broke up with them. What could that mean? That I am scared to lose them?

3 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 12 [04 Dec 2003|09:35pm]
[ mood | curious ]

This dream began that I was out with Vanessa. We were walking around a regular department store. All of a sudden I can't find her. It is strange because the store is a mess and it is a mixture of a supermarket and store like Rite Aid. I can't find him and then it is closing. I was like wait let me take a closer look. I found a way in and it had a secret passage ways and everything. I had to crawl through holes and then I found a button and I pressed it. It turned out that at night it was like an undercover meetings. They met like AA meeting for people who eat to much or have obsessions with strange things and they were preparing for Christmas. My mother and my whole family was there and I never knew anything about this place. Now it had all these rules that are so confusing. My mother wanted me to go buy wrapping paper outside and they gave me money. It was so scary when I left and the store wasn't far but it seemed long. I walked to the store and it had a weird entrance. I had to climb in a box and then climb out. Now my father had given me money and I couldn't find it and the owner gets mad if you don't have money. She blew up! I was like let me find it. I found it and it was better. Then I went back in and I got lost in the supermarket/rite aid and it was so scary. It looked so familiar though and it seemed like someone was watching me and it scared me. Then I woke up. I have no idea what it means... Help?

6 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 11 [04 Dec 2003|09:33pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Well this dream was fast. I was on the bus and I missed my stop but it turned out that wasn't my stop anyway... I was actually pretty far from my stop...

It Always Raining.

Dream # 10 [02 Dec 2003|04:34pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Well, I didn't go to school today so I had plenty of time to have a new dream. Now this dream was pretty strange. It began that I was on a ship in the middle of nowhere on the ocean. The ship was huge and it was only four of us. Now all of sudden we see a island or some sort that wasn't there a second ago. We get into a raft and go on the island. The island looks like a normal city with cars and houses. Everyone seems normal but they is only one difference, they are flying. I was shocked and it was funny. I wanted to fly too so one of the people sprinkled fairy dust on me and I started flying. It was so beautiful and my body felt free and weightless. I was high above the world and I was happy. I really felt like flying and when we all ended up flying. We flew back to the boat and the boat had sank and another boat was taking it away. We were mad but we decided to fly back anyway since we didn't really need the boat. So then we flew to another boat and no one believed we could fly. We had to make them believe it and they all ended up flying. Then I woke up...

3 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 9 [28 Nov 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Now this is by far the weirdest dream I have had in a long time...

I was in a school play and it seemed that we had never had a rehearsal so no one knew their parts or their lines. Only 15 people showed up to watch the play and for some reason we had to put on the show. I was upset because no one ever told me who I was and after the first half of the show I still wasn't in it. I spoke to the cast and I said give me a good part, I want a good part. They said fine and made me some innocent girl. The play was strange, we dressed in Roman outfits but it had to do with God. My father calls my cell phone and wants to know why I am not on stage yet and I told him "I'll be out soon." I came out and I was seducing this guy on stage. I ended up killing him (literally) and nailing him to a cross. I really killed him though and I couldn't understand why. Then I killed all the females in the play and hung them on some type of circular pole that spinned. The audience was shocked and no one could find me. I ran away and no one understood why I did what I did. Then I woke up. That really scared me...

9 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 8 [28 Nov 2003|11:42pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

This dream begins with my walking into a store I go to in the morning. At night, I am walking into this store. I am hoping to see "coffee guy" which is a guy who works there and asked for my number. He calls me and we just talk but he is so boring. He hasn't asked me out or anything, I am so confused with him. Well, I walk in and some other guy is working there. He says hello and asks for my number. I was going to give it to him but then he says that he can't take it and I said why? He said that coffee guy wouldn't like it. I said but I am not with coffee guy, we are just friends. He said that it still wasn't right. So I called coffee guy and he said that he did mind that I spoke to the other guy and I said why? He said because I like you and I am talking to you. I told him but you never asked me out or anything. Then I woke up...

2 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

Dream # 7 [28 Nov 2003|11:37pm]
[ mood | sick ]

It began that I was in this scary house in a secluded area. My mother, Chico and I were in this house and I had no idea why. We were staying there and I was arguing with my mother because I wanted to leave. I said that they were hurting me and she was sleeping so she didn't care. I said I want to go to the hospital, take me to the hospital and she said fine. She got out of bed and got dressed. Chico wanted to know what was wrong and I told him something isn't right in this house and something hit me and I jumped. He said what happened? I said it hit me and he said who? I said the ghost you didn't see, they don't like me here. He told me that all he saw was me jump. Then they drove me to the hospital and I woke up...

It Always Raining.

Dream # 6 [28 Nov 2003|11:33pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Well, the dream began that my mother, my brother, and I were trying to find this lake of oil. It was for a contest or something. Now we carried black garbage bags in order to get the oil. When we found it, we ran and fill up our bags and when I looked I noticed my mothers best friend named Chico was there and he had the oil all along in a black bag by the house. He just looked and me and walked away. Then it ended.

It Always Raining.

Dream # 5 [19 Nov 2003|01:18am]
[ mood | content ]

My friend's mother had this dream about me and I thought I should share it...

I just feel asleep on the couch and had a freaky dream about you. You were on Watson Avenue and you seemed confused and were trying to find your way home. I turned the corner and I was driving on Stratford street and I saw you hiding behind a elementary school building. Then as I was parking I saw you take flight above the school building.. You had wings... They were silver and white long feathers. Oh my God-- that is Kristine---- she is flying. You looked down at me. You were so intense and glowing and had a tremendously powerful aura. You said "what are you doing here" I said I have to make dinner for Fannie. She is sad. You smiled and said she was lucky to have me.

You said okay I have to go now I have to fix something for someone before I have to get back in my body. You were all floaty and smily. It was such and incredibly happy feeling ... Seen any angels lately Kristine???? It was pretty special. I wonder what it means about you?

-After she told me about the dream she said that something special is going to happen to me soon and she feels it. I hope she is right...

2 It Can't Rain All The Time|It Always Raining.

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